bummed at home yesterday. woke up at like, 11 smth in the morning. sat in front of the tv since then (x until.. 1am? dno, i went to bed halfway through frasier.
woke up at 12pm today! (x pig, i know. heh. ate breakfast, frenchtoast! dad came back at 1 smth with lunch. so i ate again! (x yum. and then after that i went shopping with my daddy at queensway (: got shoes and a baggg and shorts! yaye (: thanks daddy! cldnt find any jacket though. ah wells (:
and now here i am, bumming at home (: there's nothing on tv! >:(
ehh, i'm still putting on a lot of weight! ): okay, i need someone to keep me accountable for this. next week onwards, till christmas season with the exception of my holiday in vietnam, i'm gna stop indulging on the nice nice nice but sweet and fatty and unhealthy foods and drinks and desserts and stuff like that i'm gna stop bingeing i'm gna eat regular meals i'm gna eat healthily AND, i'm gna gym at least twice a week!
i've learnt a lesson. it's good to be friendly and nice to people, but to some people..? it's just. not a very good idea. ah, what can i say.
surrendering to God. haha, it's always hard. but sometimes, it's all i can do. ah well. i guess sometimes, i have to just. let God be Lord of my life. and let Him take over
okay i have nothing more to say, byebye! :D
♥ 5:19 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
to all those taking o's
ALL THE BEST ;D
♥ 8:44 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
happy birthday carolyn!
ohman, the past few years of knowing you have been great, thanks for being such a great great sister to me. i'll always treasure those lovely times we had shopping and eating and talking, and talking, and talking and taking silly pictures and laughing and laughing and making fools outta ourselves. (: i love you loads! thanks for all those times. all those lovely memories (: and and thanks for being there for me (: all the best for your o's okay! haha, go carolyn! it's all gna be over really, really soon. i can't wait till after your o's, we can go beach-ing after that! and shopping, and we can go talktalk crap crap and make fools outta ourselves again ;D hahaha. there's so much i wanna tell you! i love you dear! happy sweet sixteenth! <3
♥ 5:35 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANDREA TAN RUWEN!
SORRY I CANT GO FOR _, (HAHAHA)
I LOVE YOU!! <3
♥ 12:00 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
hi ;D
so i've gotten all my results. not too good, not too bad (other than geog and lifescience, that is). but ah wells. i'm thankful (:
adrian mole is getting a lil boring. he's quite a perv.
the past few days have been.. interesting.
i just randomed on my xanga. well actually it wasnt random if you can read inbetween the lines (:
♥ 3:05 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hey (:
results haven't been too good. but hey! i thank God for seeing me through. and, for the bestest friends to lyk be there for me and everything.
but it was quite annoying. like. i dno i just hate it when people who get really decent marks (e.g. a high A1), and they go around whining that they're "damn depressed" and that they "did damn badly", just cos someone else got aaaaaaaa bit higher than them? it just makes me want to sahkhaksdjfga, cos i got like how much lower? rawrrrr. but well, they kinda shut up after a while.
physics and chinese marks.. pretty good. (: lifescience and geog marks.. ha, disappointing. lit was !!!, i didnt fail! :D
math, history, english, art, home econs.. hoho we'll see.
♥ 5:27 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
hello ladyyyyy!(: yea yea nicole here again,upon the request of eunice goh yi en!(: :D haha eunice eunice eunice!ive been like talking to you everyday.haha thats cool aint it.xD heh heh heh.and and and omg hahahah the msn convo.NOW.is damn funny.im like the 3rd party. HAHAHAHA. (: so like 30 sth more days till our date with mabel n mel png (: yayyyee :D haha oh oh oh,dont feel asdjhgihgigjlskjgf watever that is about,haha you can call me to talk!(:
yay yay okay i love love love you (: see you on sat!
(:
♥ 9:25 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
results come out tomorrow :/ like for the whole of next week, i think. damn, i have to dig for my exam papers.
i am going to rush home after school almost every day of this week and lock myself in my room
i am going to read.
i figured that'll give me fewer chances to screw things up all around me. and fewer chances whereby i put myself in situations which'll only make me and everyone upset.
and make everything all jakdjflahdfkjhadfkjhalkdjhflkjahfd.
so yes.
books are love. wait, no. adrian mole is love. yes yes (:
and i don't wanna talk about it.
♥ 10:20 PM
rahhhhh.
ok.
i didn't quite know how to react when you told me i was pretty shocked, i mean. piang. it's freaggin random eh.
and now, it's starting to sink in.
oh man ):
i guess lyk some things are beyond our control. many things, in fact.
but well. babe i just want you to know. eventhough sometimes, things get hajdskfhjadf-ed. you've got a friend - me. or well, at least i'll try my best to be there. and, you'll always always always be my superwoman, bestfriend, my asstee always <3
ahh :/
it's really starting to sink in, omg, i cant believe it ):
went to some place a safra for lunch, i think. uh, smth like that lah. it was pretty okay. heh. then we went to a library, goodness the things we do on my brother's birthday.
took the train to church. oh the haze ): got really sleepy, lol. and then i started thinking abt things.. haha.
got pretty high during dinner. omg, 5 and 6. 5 went to read my inbox! grr.
the haze is making me feel strange. my stomach feels strange too.
and i can't go to sleep yet
because i'm trying to be a nice sister
and i feel like reading
eeyer.
♥ 9:38 PM
happy birthday jossieboy!
hahaha oh my tian it is so hard to take a decent photo with you (x
♥ 12:22 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
ugh.
i hate how there's nothing i can do about it. cuz, i don't really have much of a right to feel this way, cuz, yeah. but ahh, i'm such a lousy friend, ugh
):
maybe it's just oversensitivity on my part. ah, i dno. nevermind lah (x
♥ 7:03 PM
i went out with loong mei yan today! ;D hahaha. i had a really really awesome time with her haha. we talked at starbucks, haha <3 loongy babe i love you alright! (: oh and then we got our um, friendship thingy, whatever you call it. hee ;D and then! i can't rmb what we did, as in, the order. we were looking for presents! but we cldnt find anything, boo ): and we didn't really buy anything for ourselves, double boo ): we ate at obriens! wait, however you spell that. it was so yummy hahaha. we talked a lot and well that was probably the highlight of today (: in fact, it was! hahaha. we shall have more dates in time to come. and and! KONICA DATE ;DDD ahahah, MOJOJOJOJOJOJOJOJO, the human chain! hahaha.
loongy babeee (:
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i feel like uploading more pics. but i don't have a lot but yeah whatever.
loong send pics to me kay! (:
♥ 5:51 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
hello babbbeee :) hello readers. this is nicole.yes.again :) heh heh heh. im invading eunice's blog! :D
EUNICEEEEEEE our dates coming.COMING!haha.40 plus more days.HAHA.thats coming.right? xD your fish is somewhere among the fishes :)[please decipher it.you know what im talking abt] :D heh heh im so jealous cause youre happily enjoying your hols while im still suffering.haha. take my Os for me?yes thank you very much :D HAHA.well well.I LOVE YOU!hahaha and i'll see you around in church this sat!(: 2 more days :) hahaha.
OKAY I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!! :D
♥ 7:27 PM
hello!
towned with wilona and jinnie. haha it was pretty fun (: just that we were pretty lethargic cos we felt sick and everything which was such a spoiler but haha it was on the whole very fun (:
ehhh! you two send me the pics alrighty! ;D
i don't want to gym today because i feel lazy, heh :DDD
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more pics! credits to jinnie (: thanks for uploading the pics heh(:
♥ 7:13 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Wowzer. In the blink of an eye, two years have passed, we've scattered over the classes to bring new joy and life to each one of them, made new friends, blinked some more eye.
...
How the heck am I supposed to go about saying all this. In the old-fashioned method where we sit down, stroke our would-be-but-obviously-wouldn't-be-due-to-genderIC-reasons beards, take a small, withering sip of tea, sit back and begin with a trembling hand gesture and say "Ahh... remember the times... when tea used to taste so yucky..."
But of course I won't start that way, cuz I'm still young and fourteen and cuz I still think tea is yucky.
Shucks I really am a long-winded jerk.
Okay then. Shall start. *ahem* This is dedicated to my beloved Aggie, SamQ, Sann, and of course dear MommyUnit/Uno/niu nai here.
1. Remember the time (for lack of a better phrase, and please don't imagine me with a white beard) when we came to school with plastic bags full of presents, and I pulled out this spongebob keychain and you went head over heels? 2. Remember that year when you were over the moon with spongebob. And we tried to draw him on the board and no one could, and he always ended up looking like a girl with three fancy eyelashes? 3. Remember the BASKETBALL times. How we used to dominate the court, the whole 20 of us, and storm the place and send the midgets scattering? And how Kelly T used to shoot her perfect shot. And after that everybody shot the perfect shot, and she had to get new ones every week or so. And the Champ, without whom we would never have had those extra 2min of pure shock, and forever afterward to laugh over it. 4. The teamwork on the court, the shaking of hands, the bouncing of balls off the heads... How in the end everyone managed to get good at playing bball. 5. And the stress of exams, which induced the game of dominoes. Standing like spazzers at the back of the class and toppling over like nerds. The biggest fun. 6. How we managed to complete all the practice papers in class, without laoshi or our form teacher noticing. 7. How the staffroom got robbed, and we were laughing ourselves silly over how they tried to patch it up with scotch tape. 8. How we were all so fed up over MG plus and the frantic competition to cover the school with posters, and how Kelly T ruined my favourite one with "Christopher something - Lee" scrawled over it. 9. How we all had terrible colds on the day of MG plus, sunning it out under the big beach umbrella. And on the same day how Denise stood up to stessball for Ivfen. 10. And of course how we wrecked the classroom taking down decorations for MG plus. Remember the gaping holes in the paint, the residue from the palm tree stuck on the wall? How we cleared up the sand, after hours of work, and tried to put it in a rubbish bag, which broke on the way out of the classroom, and the sand poured out over the entire corridor and we just sat on the floor laughing, and in the end the pile of sand ended up in the dustbin and after that on the grass in the carpark. And how we left school hoping no one was going to report 66 for destroying their classroom.
Not to mention all the crazy times we had laughing. And laughing. Until sides ached and tears ran.
Yeah. Those were the days. Sounds cliche? True, but it's true.
Anywaay... Good luck ya'll for your future. FRIENDZ4EVA AND LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
=darkening dawn=
♥ 9:06 PM
HELLOOOO!
hahaha it's starting to sink in that eoys are finally over. yes! eoys are FINALLY over ;DDD hehe omg i'm sooo happy haha. actually not really but yes it will keep on sinking in and then i'll become happier and happier i hope (:
ANYWAYS!
after school i walked with jinnie to kap. haha. met mab, jas, bern and carmen. haha. and then! went to mab's house to change and everything. and then headed to town! hahaha. wasn't really in the shopping mood. so we sat down for lunch! omg, the bloody chicken! eating tough chicken with stupid chopsticks is frickin hard okay! omg it was so tiring lah hahahaha omg. hahaha. but it was darn nice! mabel we shall go there again (: omg and then i malued myself (x and we laugh laugh laughed for er quite a while. can get abs lah! and i got a headache from laughing hahahaha it was just so funny and embarrassing and cute and everything omg hahahah darn funny. hahahaha mabelllll! (; darn embarrassing luhhh! ahh (x ahhaha but yes dear i'm sooo glad we're like in the same shoes although we don't really know whether it's er good shoes or not hahahahha. love you babe! and then er we walked around. hahaha we're going back to town on saturday to like get the stuff we want (:
tmr's my date with sexy and jinnie! (: ehhh where are we going and what time and everything!
and friday! konica date? or isit loongybabe date! joooo! haha.
and ahem our surprise (;
OKAY. so. continuing my story. i walked home from clementi, and i was kinda haha erm scared so i walked damn fast and then i got lyk hyped up so when i got home i changed and i headed straight to the gym! hahaha. omg damn shiok lah hahaha but goodness i really need to lose weight and tone up i'm like in quite a bad state now hahaha.
OKAY. i'm going to do all the things i couldn't do cos of eoys, NOW. (:
byeee (:
♥ 8:30 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
omg, i'm soooo really really sick of studying. mug mug mug. even if i take a break, i can't play in peace. stupid eoys. TWO MORE FREAGGIN PAPERS.
and i hate being treated like this. it really pisses me off.
at least i have something to look forward to, i think. eoys end tmr, date with asstee after stupid eoys. and all the other dates that follow.
it's so damn noisy i bloody can't study
omg, piss off.
eee why am i being so pmsy.
nap. bathe. read lit notes. read art notes. read lit notes. memorise some art. browse tkam. sleep.
life is beautiful.
i'm going to end eoys well. it's the last 2 papers, art and lit, if you havent figured. i am going to mug. with God's help lah.
man, it's really amazing how God's helped me pull through the pass.. duno how long. thank you God.
i don't really know if it's a good thing or a bad thing both? but ack i'm trusting you anyways <3
♥ 12:02 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
i cant smile without you!
remember! jaime sandra lydia sam! <3 can't smile without you (dumdeedum) *shakes blanko* HAHAHA LOVE LOVE WE SHOULD HAVE A GATHERING SOON AND WE SHALL DO COOLIO THINGS AND GET ALL NOSTALGIC ABOUT P6 ;D love! and enjoy ;D
this version (http://youtube.com/watch?v=EftKxik48bU) is super cool luh! lyk all oldie oldie. hahahaha. but i cant post it here ): oh wells go and watch okay!
and this version, the one below, is darn funkaye luh! hahahaha. enjoy! ;D
♥ 4:49 PM
hello!
i love loongyeeeee meiyeeee yannyeeee!
thanks for listening to me hee <3 our date! friday hee ;DDD although i have a feeling i have something on on friday, but i can't seem to recall :/ but ah heck put temporarily on friday lah. (: we shall talk more then (:
MABEL! I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU BABEEEE <333
omg i'm so so sorry i didnt answer your call. eee i'm such a stupid fat pig, i'm so sorry! i hope you're fine. and if you're not, i'm all ears, alright? even if i don't have the answer to your problems, God does! do not lose heart my dear <3 and you won't ______ lah! i'm sure you'll do just fine. (: our date on wednesday! omg it's so near, heh i'm damn excited. but HEY, if you're not in the mood to go shopping don't you dare fake on me ah! i'm not physically flexible but i am well er flexible lah! if you wanna go some place to talk and stuff that's cool with me too ;D you know how i'm usually prefrenceless. love you ! <3
TIMOTHY KEK ZHI YANG!
omg you noob masta don't talk so much rubbish and get well soon lah! stupid boy. lol. all the best for eoys! NOOB ;D
♥ 2:51 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
my sweet sweet memories <3
WARNING: ENLARGE AT YOUR OWN RISK. YOU MAY SUFFFER EXTREME SHOCK AND A LAUGHING FIT (WHICH CAN BE FATAL) FROM THE TOOTNESS OF A CERTAIN GIRL CALLED EUNICE GOH YI EN, HAHAHAHHA, AND OTHER PEOPLE. HAHAHHAHA.
IF YOU WANT ABS FROM LAUGHING, JUST ENLARGE AND STARE.
♥ 12:03 PM
haha piang i got arrowed by 5 so now i have to do the whole thing haha here goes!
SE7EN THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE: 1. flowers! 2. surprises 3. good good grades 4. happy memories 5. sweet people 6. food! yum(: 7. cute people haha.
SE7EN WAYS TO WIN MY HEART: go figure yourself! hahah.
SE7EN THINGS I BELIEVE IN: 1. God 2. the bible 3. love 4. food 5. my friends. 6. haha i don't know lah 7. ladeedum.
SE7EN THINGS I AM AFRAID OF: 1. DEATH. 2. failing! 3. peverts and cheekohpehs 4. insects and weird animals and other weirdo creatures 5. the bacteria growing in my science experiment which is eating up my explants ): 6. injections! 7. cancer? haha.
SE7EN THINGS THAT I DO EVERYDAY: 1. breathe 2. think 3. talk 4. fart 5. pee 6. complain, heh. 7. EAT.
SE7EN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW: 1. mab! 2. jas! 3. geraldine! (honoured? :D) 4. carolyn! 5. barney 6. huimin 7. nicole dingggg
SE7EN PEOPLE WHO SHOULD DO THIS: aiya anyone lah.
001. Real name: eunice goh yi en. 002.Nickname: euneeeet. you-niceeee. enen. youyou. assteetwo. smurfone. pig. white girl? (haha piang!). mummy to jai and sam. meimei to 123456. jie to sarah! pebbles. bo. and stuff you shouldn't know (: 003.Single or taken: single but taken 004.Zodiac sign: haha who cares. 005.Male or female: female. 006.Elementary school: mg 007.Ipod: nope i dont have one, yes you can get me one. 008.How many friends do you have?: duno. 009.Name you use on Friendster: EUNICE 010.Hair color: brown 012.Long or short hair: quite short. 014.Eye color: Brown 015.Are you a health freak?: nah not really 016.Height: too short. 017.Do you have a crush on someone: yeah, i'm quite heavy what. 018.Do you like yourself: kinda but not really. 019.Braces: yup 020.Think of yourself as awesome?: nah i'm quite a screwup 021.Piercings: yup 022.Tattoo: ee nah.
Your 'Firsts' 024.Surgery: haha duno. 025.Piercings: long ago! haha. 026.Best Friend: hm.. gail. (: 027.Award: er.. haha. 028.Sport you joined: hm.. haha. 029.Pet: fishy fishy! 030.Vacation: er malaysia? haha. 031.Concert: ehh.. cant rmb haha. 034.TV show: haha i dont act. 035.Color/s: blue was my first 036.Music: SPICE GIRLS hahahah 039.Drink: MILK hahahaha 040.Body part excluding face: WHAT?! 041.Cartoon: i dont act in cartoons either. 042.Piece/s of clothing: huh! 043.Brand of clothing: ehh.. how'd i know luh! 044.You sleep with: HAHA WHAT?! 045.School: er pph? 046.Animal: huh? 047.Books: HAHA HOW'D I KNOW 048.Magazine: er.. 049.You're eating: er duno! 050.You're drinking: MILK LAH RETARDED SHIT. 052.You're about to: duno! 053.Listening to: eh? 055.Waiting for: huh?? 056.Watching: omg 057.Wearing: this is quite annoying.
Your Future 058.Want children: yup (: 059.Want to get married: YA DUH 060.Careers in mind: haha duno
Which is better with the opposite gender 068.Lips or eyes: eyes 069.Hugs or kisses: both(: 070.Shorter or taller: TALLER 072.Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneously romantic (: 073.Nice stomach or arms: both (: 074.Sensitive or loud: loud but sensitive! 075.Hook-up or relationship: relationship 076.Sweet or caring: both (: 077.Troublemaker or hesitant: hahaha duno!
Have you ever... 078.Kissed a stranger: not that i rmb, heh ;D 079.Drank bubbles: how to? haha. 080.Lost glasses or contacts: nope. 081.Ran away from home: haha nope. 082.Broken a bone: haha nope. 083.Got an X-ray: yeah haahha. 084.Broken your admirer's heart: er haha perhaps 086.Turned someone down: er yah 087.Cried when someone died: yes): 088.Cried at school: oh man yeah it's so paiseh lah ): 089.God: huh? 090.Miracles: huh? 091.Love at first sight: haha perhaps 093.Aliens: HELLO THEMIS AND SARAH ;D 094.Magic: eee i think magic is scary. 095.Heaven: haha almost 096.Santa Claus: haha fake ones! 097.Sex on your first date: eee no. 098.Kiss on your first date: kissed yes. but what first date? 099.Angels: huh? you mean my friends? :D
Answer Truthfully 100.Is there someone you want to be with right now: my friends!
Name 20 people (10 girls and 10 boys) you can think of right now.Don't read the following question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this,choose 6 people to do this. 1. mab 2. jas 3. geraldine 4. carolyn 5. barney 6. syahir 7. joash 8. timkek 9. barney 10. guoren 11. galvin 12. meiyan 13. jinnie 14. wilona 15. nicole ding 16. juenmei 17. huimin 18. sarah 19. tim seow 20. jo-ann
How did you meet #14 (wilona): same class? What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (mab): i'd be damn sad ): What if #9(barney) and #20(jo) dated: omg. hahhaha. Would #6(syahir) and #17(huimin) make a good couple: no! Describe #3(geraldine): i think she's super cute! ahaha. she's a nice girl (: Describe #7(joash): what! er. triathelete! haha he's hot and he's finally taller than me. Describe #8(tim kek): HAHA NOOB. Know of any #12(meiyan)'s family members: er haha mother father brother? but i dont know who they are. What would you do if #18(sarah) confesses to you that she likes you : i will laugh my ass off. What languages does #15(nicole ding) speak: english. chinese. Who is #9(barney) going out with: heh heh heh (; How old is #16(juenmei): sweet sixteen! When is the last time you spoke to #13(jinnie): hmm, cant rmb! Who is #2(jas)'s favorite bands/singers: er haha no idea :P Would you ever date #4(carolyn): yes! of course ;D Would you ever date #1(mab): why i just had a date with her ytd! Is #19(tim seow) single: i should think so! What's #10's(guoren) last name: teo Would you ever be in a relationship with #11(galvin): incest! ee no. #3(geraldine)'s school: fmss Where does #6(syahir) live: woodlands What's your favorite thing about #5(barney): hmm he's a good friend to have ;D Have you seen #2(jas) naked: WHAT! NO! SIX people who should do this: whoever's bored
OKAY DONE. HAPPY, SISSY? (:
♥ 11:31 AM
hello! haha i just woke up. haha i had the weirdest dreams. damnit random there was lyk mab and her church friends? and some hugeeeeee lyk garage sale thing with weird stuff and weird people selling the stuff and haha okay it was all just kinda really damnit weird. thank God i'm awake now. hahahaha.
i was blog hopping and i chanced upon elton's blog and i think this part is fricking frickin fricking funny.
Went kap after dat to meet up wif mab and the rest..the girls today seem a little weird..they're kinda anti guys today..haha, but who cares? little girls r the hardest to understand..
HAHAHAHHAHAHA. ok maybe you won't get it but it's okay ;D hahaha.
my nose is running! boo >:( i'm gna stay at home today and mug math and perhaps the other subjects? haha.
assteee babe! please cheerup alright. as in not lyk put on a front, but please my dear, do really cheerup alright? follow your heart? but don't go against your brain? but if your heart and your brain contradicts then er. ehh.. i know. since we're in the same shoes. let's go find what the bible says about it? (: either way i love you okay! muah! <333
oh man i think mab, jas, geraldine and i can form some ding dong gang luh. hahahahha.
my rose bloomed (: it's so so lovely now. hahaha. but that means it's gna die soon. haha. my diasy too. mab and i got flowers for each other (: i'm going to perform petal therapy after my math paper haha. mab shld know what i'm talking about (x 6 and maybe 5 should be able to guess too (x
hahhaa i just formed an alliance with 5, heh! it's going to be so much fun (; AT LEAST I HOPE IT'D BE FUN LUH. hahahhaa. (;
time will tell maybe someday things will fall into place? time will tell <3
& i made a xanga, just for fun. i wont exactly use it much though. the link's somewhere ;D tell me if you find it ;D it's with my lj link, my abandoned lj. hahahha.
my nose is running i am going to sleep bye.
cuz now i think i do but i just dont really trust myself and i dont want to break you, and me and lose another friend. cuz you do mean something to me (:
♥ 11:46 PM
TEN EMOTIONS. 1. are you missing someone right now: yes! 2. are you happy: kinda but not really 3. are you talking to anyone right now: kinda but not really 4. are you bored: i dont feel like studying 5. are you german: nope 6. are you brazilian: nope. 7. are you french: ee. no. 8. are you Italian: haha no 10. do you like someone right now: kinda but not really? i don't know. (x
TEN FAVORITES. 1. televison show: haha duno whatever's good. 2. flower: sunflowers and daisies! ;D 3. color: red and green ;D 4. sport: ehh.. whatever's fun? haha ;D 5. mall: eee singapore's malls are boring, 6. music: almost anything but techno 7. food: almost EVERYTHING 8. drink: almost everything too! cept lyk bitter sour stuff. 9. animal: ehh whatevers cute. i wanna go to the zoooooo! ;D 10.country: hmm, duno!
TEN FACTS. 1. hometown: singapore? 2. hair color: brown ;D 3. height: 161 >:( 4. weight: how rude 5. eye color: brown 6. shoe size: zero, really. 7. mood: sleepy. 8. orientation: er, straight? haha. 9. available: haha er.. 10. lefty/righty: depends on what quality you want.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE. 1. have you ever been in love: yes, no, maybe, i dont know! 2. do you believe in love: yuh. God is love. 3. have you ever been heartbroken: yes no maybe kinda i dont know? 4. have you ever broken someone's heart?: perhaps. 5.have you ever fallen for your best friend?: eee no. 6. have you ever liked someone but never told them: yeah. 7. are you afraid of commitment: a little. 10. have you ever had a secret admirer: yeah he was so freaky.
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT. 1. love or lust: love 2. hard liquor or beer: milo? 3. night or day: both 4. one night stands or relationships: what? relationships. 6. wild night out or romantic night: er.. i just wanna have a good time? 7. colored pictures or black and white: pictures can alrd luh (: 8. phone or in person: in person! most of the time luh 9. aim or myspace: haha neither! 10. msn or yahoo: msn!
TEN HAVE Y0U EVER. 1. ever been caught sneaking out: i dont. 2. ever skinny dipped: nope ;D 3. done something you regret: duh. 4. ever bungee jumped: I WISH. 5. ever been on a boat: yuh. 6. ever finished an entire jaw breaker: huh? 7. ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: ehh.. 8. ever been caught by your parents with a hickey?: haha what hickey? 9. ever danced in the rain?: heh ;D 10.ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship?: haha. er, what ex? what relationship? haha
the haze is making me tired and sick and my eyes are strange and my throat's funny and my is running on and off and i need to pee and i dont think im going to do well for eoys and i think i'm pretty screwed but i shall go and pee and then do a bit of math because it'd be a hugeee joke if i failed math eoys for real. i failed the last year test paper that mrs poh gave us ): my korkor just reported that the psi is a 150. siao luh. i am going to stay at home in my aircon room until the haze disappears or until i have to go to school :/
♥ 9:32 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
hellooo
haha yesterday and today has been quite dramamama.
yesterday. i was damn freaked after history paper! omg. wait i blogged abt ytd alrd. anyways i took a majorly long nap lyk it was supposed to be 15 mins but as usual i overslept and i only woke up at lyk 7 smth. then i ate. and things happened. and i cldnt exactly study until like 10 smth or 11 smth. so i studied lifescience till about 2 or 3, then i went to bed but i cldnt sleep cuz i was too freaked out cuz i hadnt finished studying lifescience and i hadnt even studied physics. and cos of other stuff luh. haha.
TODAY. lifescience was so horrible! omg i was lyk pouting during the paper and everything, i was so freaked out. haha weirdness. and then after the paper i had no mood to study for physics cuz i was just so freaked out but yeah thanks to everyone i managed to revise. haha. and then physics paper! it was surprisingly rather easy. so yes thank God. went home, dumped my lifescience things, bathed,grabbed math things and then headed to kap! haha. didnt study in the end, haha didnt have the mood to. highed around. went home. ate. went straight to bed. but well obviously i couldnt sleep. i lyk feel like i'm radiating heat but lyk my brother said i'm cold and ohman my ass and my legs ACHE like hell for no aparent reason that i know of. ugh. so anyways talked to ginny. haha it was nice (: her name's so similar to jinnie! ginny jinnie hahahha. so yes. my ass and legs still ache and my head's still floating and i'm still radiating heat.
i feel like i'm heading for a __, again! haha. i wonder who'll trigger
and shit, shit shit! i'm falling. and it's not good. cos i know that i'm going to be jacked. wth wth eunice goh yi en!! eunneeeeet. omg what are you doing >:(
i hope i snap out of it soon. before bad things happen ): and people become sad then people don't want to be friends anymore people hate people things spread everyone's screwed up
i'm like a walking loser screwup! everybody runawayyyy!
haha okay i'm being retarded but really i think everywhere i go, screwups come with me? hahaha. and i always let everyone down (:
true forgiveness comes with time when it all stops hurting and the hatred just doesnt come anymore? and when i can really say i love you and know that i mean nothing more than agape (:
OKAY, tired. zaijian.
♥ 11:16 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
MABEL!!! <333
PLEASE DONT BE SADDDD CHEER UP BABEEE WO AI NI AND GOD'S BY YOUR SIDE OKAY?
I LOVE YOU MY DARLING DARLING ASSTEEEEE
dont let those asshole freaktards people get to you okay? cuz seriously they have no life. NO LIFE. and no balls. and NO HEART. EEYERRRRRRRRRR. sickening. what kind of gentleman does that HMM?! what kind of friend does that HMM?! shame shame. SHAME SHAMEEEE. eeeeee. i hope they realise it's real mean and unfunny whattish of them. really. AND THAT THEY WILL STOP. and I HOPE THEY READ THIS, really.
ANYWAYS. I LOVE YOU LOADS ASSTEE XOXOXOXOX DON'T LET THEM HURT YOU, they're just being themselves? bastards. humans.
rmb the song i sent to you? (:
sleep early, or call me <3 (even though i don;t know what to do but heck just call k?)
you'll be fine. and even if you won't i'm here for you! and even if i can't be GOD ALWAYS (AND FOREVER) WILL BE
and don't don't don't let this shit get to your results babeee <3 it's not worth it really.
love <3
dear God i'm sorry for being vulgar, i had no right to be, sorry i was a bad testimonyy. please help mab and i focus on lifescience and phsyics. oh but most importantly help us to be good testimonies in such situations to see things as you would so that we would do as you would. and help us in our sciences. absorbency like that of a pad! ;D help us to love as you would. and forgive? and confront as you would. and er, etc etc ;D amen(:
♥ 9:25 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISTER ONG KIM FONG :DDD
stupid font overlaps >:( anyways that said HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISTER ONG KIM FONG. hahahhaa.
don't ask me about my history paper i don't wanna talk about it. x( eeeee. okay. i feel like a mugging machine, programmed to mug this that this that. omg i cant wait for eoys to be over. i'd have a huge burden lifted off my shoulders. haha. lifescience! and physics! haha.
♥ 1:32 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
hello! haha this video is funny. and i cant seem to concentrate on history ): ahhhh. GOD HELP ME :/ stupid distractions!! DIE DIE DIEEEE >;D hahahhahaha
TIMOTHY KEK ZHI YANG IS A NOOB MASTAAHHHHH AND AND AND I AM COOLER THAN TIMOTHY KEK ZHI YANG BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE OMG MENTAL BLOCK. BECAUSE. ER. ER. ER. OMG. HAHAH MENTAL BLOCK. HAHA OH YES BECAUSE I FINALLY GOT HIS NAME RIGHT AND I STOPPED CALLING HIM TIMOTHY KEK ZHIXIANG OR TIMOTHY KEK WEIYANG AND STUFF LIKE THAT CUZ I KEPT ON MIXING UP TIMOTHY KEK ZHI YANG AND TIMOTHY SEOW WEI XIONG. OR ISIT WEIXIANG. HAHAHA. AIYA SOMETHING LIKE THAT LAH AHHAHAHAHHA. ANYWAYS YES I AM COOLER THAN TIMOTHY KEK ZHI YANG AND THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO IT ;D
oh yes, the video's cool.
♥ 10:01 PM
HEY DEARIE!(:
haha hey!(: GUESS WHOOO!:D
HAHA.
thanks for guestblogging!(:
I CANT WAIT FOR EOYS TO BE OVER. OVER. OVER. and yeah.
i cant wait for friday(: ive got LOTS of things to tell you. rather depressing. haha.(:
kay. time to mug now! take care loads!
LOVE YOU!<333
haha REMEMBER THIS?? took it last year! i look so super NEAT please! haha LOVE YOU<333
♥ 7:27 PM
hello! haha. eoys have started! english was okay. geog was okay i guess. mcq was quite a giveaway. mapwork was bad! i didnt memorise the maps so haha there goes 20 marks ): but oh wells i shall not waste my time sulking. other than the maps the paper wasnt as horrible as i had imagined i'd be so haha yeah. haha. chinese was pretty okay. haha. tmr's history! and english. i shall study chapter 9, and then memorise someee facts in 10 and 11 and then go through everything again. hahaha.
my list of things to do which i posted earlier is rubbish! rubbish i say. rubbish! i missed out too many things. i shall make a better list after exams. hahahaha.
oneeee. hello weirdo, i think you're kinda strange. don't try to do all that on me cuz haha seriously. it's really, really not working. i do not want you, and i do not fantasize about you. and no, i'm not in denial. don't force me to jack you please (:
twooo. i don't like having friends who are friends just because they have a motive. as in not like a evil plan, but lyk they want something. then they say nice things to get what they want and they make nice nice sounding promises and do coolio things that make me go whoo. but when they don't get what they want then they disappear, never to be see again! hint.
out of my window, the fat pig flew.
threee. i didn't turn to you cuz i knew you wouldn't be there, regardless of whether you'd actually care or not. don't deny it, you still hate me. i was daydreaming, and i imagined you had met with an accident. hospital, coma, all that shit. and i was the last to find out. and i almost cried okay. you shit. take care.
eee! i'm not studying. i'm wasting time talking to people who don't know i'm talking to them. haha omg i'm such a loser. omg i bet you didn't get lyk half of what i'm saying. but it's okay! hahahha.
pigs can fly! AIRPORK ;D
i think this picture is damn funny.
SEE NO EVIL! HAHAHAHHAHAH.
i have some more pictures to upload. but i decided history's more important.
take care all you stressed out muggertoads!
muchlove<3
♥ 2:48 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
ahh, i'm damn scared for eoys. revising with asstee now <3 i think i'm losing my voice! from reciting and talking to myself. i sound strange now. haha.
i kept on falling asleep last week like, at night when im about to study then i get darn tired so, i decide to take a nap. and then! when i wake up, it's like the next day alrd rawrrr.
actually i'm quite disappointed with myself :/
hmm. last last week for pe we played volleyball? or smth like that. meiyan piggybacked me! ;D and last week we played soccer! hahahah we were the only class having pe omg i kept on getting whacked by the ball in my attempts to steal the ball hahahahhahaa.
thursday!
science experiment! hahaha. the explants in the pink one's lyk shooting upwards. darn cool lah! the blue one's contaminated ): oh wells.
friday!
goodness there were so few people in class lah. hahaha. but it was quite nice actually. we got children's day presents from mrs lam and mrs poh! hahaha.
after school there was the so-called camp briefing. hah. went kap with mab and jas. tired to study! haha. jasmine's friends are darn pretty and sweet luh! hahaha. then one by one mab's church friends came and then soon i had to go. had fun though! got pretty high. hahaha.
yesterday!
weeling and rachel came ;D hahahah. and and i finally saw stace and rebecca! hee ;D service was okay i guess. frankly i wasnt really listening. but lyk towards the end. i felt lyk the Lord asking me if i was willing to surrender and give all my worries and anxieties and everything to Him. and well, i don't know, i couldn't? as in. yeah. and it was only later that i realised it was somewhat inline with what matt was talking about? haha. God is cool. i guess. surrendering takes time? and faith? haha. it's lyk, i don;t know. wait, i shouldnt blog this. hahahha. okay. and then! went for dinner with mx, weeling, rachel, 6, zephy, seow, cheah, guoren and my brother. hahaha it was funny ;D
LAST NIGHT I HAD A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE AND FREAKY DREAMS. i swear i was so freaked out okay! and someone can still laugh at me >:( stupid boy. hahahhahahaha.
okayokay, i have lyk 7? more chapters of geog to go. and then i have to revise through the whole thing again. and i have lyk, 5 more chapters of history? God help me.
ahh.
tue 03 - eng 1, geog. wed 04 - chi 1&2 thur 05 - eng 2, hist fri 06 - bio & phys mon 09 - math 1&2 tue 10 - chi 3, home ec wed 11 - lit, art
this is it! :/
♥ 1:59 PM
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